Not feeling very creative tonight hence the title. It seems at or around midnight I have a need to sort out my thoughts. It helps me to talk or write things in order to make sense of conflicting and puzzling things swirling around in my head and since there is no one here or is willing to talk to me I come here.
Sigh.... I just truly don't understand people sometimes, especially the ones closest to you that you love. I don't understand how people can have such a bad attitude sometimes or seemingly look for things to be angry or upset about. As soon as I walk in all I get is negativity and criticism. There is no hello, how are you?, how was your day, and so forth. It is so simple really, and easy to do, a common courtesy.
I baby sat tonight. The lady was kind enough to give me a ride home. I didn't want to come home because I knew it would be like this. I had hoped things would be different becuase we have not seen each other in a long time. Sure enough I was right.
The sitituation is out of my hands now. There is nothing I can do but pray and give it to the LORD. Which I am doing.
Even so I could use a hug and a grand white chocolate mocha right now. But alas it is well past midnight now and I probably ought to go to bed now.
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